I see this happen time and time again. People offer to help and talk to you and when you do they sooner or later don’t want to talk to you or aren’t interested anymore. Why bother offering help if you aren’t willing to listen to someone and really converse with them. Instead I just get ignored, or I never hear from someone again. It makes me angry, that someone can waste my time like that, giving people false hope. When you are at the lowest with your depression no one wants to be by your side, they only want to be next to you when everything is going ok. When I hear about people being offered help but they push it away or reject it, it pisses me off. Here I am reaching out to people only to be ignored, I feel like such waste. Am I not good enough to be spoken to? am I not good enough to be helped? am I too negative? am I too honest? When I talk to people and tell them how I am feeling and about my problems they sooner or later stop talking to me, what are they expecting to hear? they offered to listen and speak with me, I have to be honest, I’m not going to lie because that would be a waste of everyone's time. So if someone doesn't want to help people and hear their honesty then why pretend you would? Please don’t. I always love to hear about other people and what they are going through in their lives. I don’t mind if it’s negativity, anger, or whatever it is, I am always willing to listen and give feedback. I am extremely loyal. But yet people never come to me for that. Not to be big headed but I honestly think I could make a very good friend, better than most people, but no one wants my friendship, no one wants that deep, solid relationship, they just want the superficial, what could benefit them.