I KNOW: my name is Chrissy
I WANT: to enjoy life again
I HAVE: 4 very cute cats
I WISH: no one had to suffer
I HATE: my inability to appreciate myself
I MISS: being able to laugh and not feel guilty about it
I FEAR: being sprayed by a skunk
I HEAR: my cat banging on the closet door
I SEARCH: for meaning in my life
I WONDER: what life is all about
I REGRET: too many things to list
I LOVE: my kitties (and my boy!)
I ACHE: tremendously inside
I CARE: about everyone except for myself
I ALWAYS: feel like I’m screwing things up
I AM NOT: purposely becoming distant when I’m down
I DANCE: when I’m drunk or no one’s watching
I SING: in the car or when I’m alone
I CRY: too much
I DO: want to go back to graduate school
I FIGHT: a constant battle in life
I WRITE: when I’m able to get things out
I WIN: at being a punkass!
I LOSE: myself in my thoughts on a daily basis
I CONFUSE: many people including myself
I LISTEN: if I allow myself to
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: at work or home
I NEED: to finally feel free
I AM HAPPY: when I’m with people I care about, or curled up with my kitties
I SHOULD HAVE: learned to appreciate what life has to offer earlier on
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: grey
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO OR WATCHING?: broken
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: toothpaste
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: actually a bit warmer today
HOW ARE YOU? a little out of sorts but “fine”
D O Y O U ?
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: not really
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: smoking & biting nails
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: mom’s deceased…father-he’s a trip at times
F A V O R I T E S
TV SHOW: ER or Law & Order SVU
MAGAZINE: not sure
SODA: cherry coke
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: depends on situation
H A V E Y O U ?
BROKEN THE LAW: yes
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: yuppers
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: oh yea
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: yes :o
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yes
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: nope but could have been an interesting adventure
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yes (and my father’s used mine too)
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: definitely have (and got caught a few times)
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: no
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yes…in elementary school
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: always…never a thought about it (and I’ve got 2 shoulders available always)
EVER HAD A MAJOR REGRET: many…worst is never having told my mother I loved her one more time
L O V E
BOYFRIEND / GIRLFRIEND: yup
CHILDREN: no…but want plenty of them (though fear being a bad parent)
BEEN IN LOVE?: am right now
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: yes sigh :rolleyes:
BEEN HURT?: plenty of times
YOUR GREATEST REGRET?: hmmmm….with love??
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR 3 DAYS: not that I remember
R A N D O M
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: yes….overworked and underpaid, but it is a rewarding job
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: not sure…too high to see in it
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: green or purple
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: mikey, my kitties, this forum, and alcohol has a tendency to at times!
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: have to go with mikey on this one
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: hmmmm…I dunno
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: ones that stick with me through thick and thin…and the ones that stay despite my efforts at pushing them away
W H E N / w h a t - w a s - t h e - l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: ummm…interesting…2 nights ago (a record for me)
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: does a card count?? … if so I’m not sure when I got it out of the mailbox but I found it under a pile on my coffee table today and opened it
YOU GOT E-MAIL: today
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Law & Order
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Meet the Faulkers (not sure if I even spelled it right)
y o u r - t h o u g h t s - o n
ABORTION: depends on situation…
TEENAGE SMOKING: yup…and now stuck with the habit as a result
SPICE GIRLS: lol…my friend in high school was obsessed with them
SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE: no comment…lol
DOWNLOADING MUSIC ILLEGALLY: makes life fun!!!