Who cares?!?!?!!!

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by xXWhateverItTakesXx, Mar 4, 2010.

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  1. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Who cares..I WON'T be missed.

    You WON'T notice I'm gone.

    Been fighting all night to keep going but NOT anymore.

    My mind HAS WON!

    GoodBYE!
     
  2. Landlocked blues

    Landlocked blues Well-Known Member

    please hang on and talk to us :sad:
     
  3. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    I CAN'T...

    The VOICES WIN..

    It's all OVER...
     
  4. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Why let the voices win?

    What do they say?
     
  5. Landlocked blues

    Landlocked blues Well-Known Member

    what has made feel so bad. talking helps. big :hug:
     
  6. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Voices...

    "You ARE pathetic"
    "Give UP"

    It's ALL my FAULT

    I FAILED!!!
     
  7. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    You voices sound like bullies. Bullies don't deserve to win. YOU deserve to win.

    What have you failed? What is your fault?
     
  8. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    I LET people DIE

    I DESERVE to be HURT and DIE!!
     
  9. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    I don't think you deserve to br hurt and die. Who did you let die? Can you tell us more? If you already have a thread then feel free to link me to it.
     
  10. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Friends DIED because of ME!!

    IT'S TIME!
     
  11. Landlocked blues

    Landlocked blues Well-Known Member

    taking responsibility is a lot to put on yourself. why do you think you let them die? you can talk to us. we are here for you
     
  12. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    What did you do?

    What I'm trying to understand is if you are blaming yourself unfairly, or if you did actually kill them, i.e. held a gun to their head, or whatever, because that's the only way it would be your fault.
     
  13. June

    June Well-Known Member

    We will miss you!!!
     
  14. June

    June Well-Known Member

    And we care!!! Hugs
     
  15. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    It might as well been me putting a gun to their head!!

    I wasn't there when they NEEDED me!!!
     
  16. Landlocked blues

    Landlocked blues Well-Known Member

    can you tell us what happened?
     
  17. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

    *hug* sizz :( ugh
     
  18. June

    June Well-Known Member

    I lost a lot of friends too and recently my beloved cousin! I wasn't there either but I couldn't have avoided them dying! You can't always be there, even if you wanted to. Don't blame yourself for that, it's not your fault.
     
  19. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Not being there when they needed you is SO different from killing someone. You can't be there for someone all the time, no one can. You are one person and there are many other people in the world they could have turned to. They will have known their options for where to go for help. They CHOSE not to. That's not your fault, that was their choice. I know that you feel guilt, but that's a normal part of grief. Yes, a very wretched part, but I would expect you to feel guilt because you lost somoene you cared about deeply.
     
  20. xXWhateverItTakesXx

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    Sorry

    Its TIME

    GOING soon!!
     
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