I've been a loner most of my life. Not so much before I was a teenager, but after I entered high school I very much enjoyed being secluded. I had friends and I actually got along well in every social settings. It's a strength I'm thankful to have to this day. But for whatever reason I always end up just wanting to be alone. Sometimes people irritate me. Sometimes I just can't relate to other people. Especially with all the problems I have now. I enjoy company rarely. I can't find anyone I really am interested in talking with ever. I guess a lot of people seem like characters to me and many are fake. There's probably other reasons like my depression and anxiety keeping me in seclusion, but for whatever reason I prefer to be a loner. I don't like having to depend on anyone. It's a lonely life, a sad one. I don't recommend it to anyone. It's just where I've landed. I feel very apathetic and unmotivated. I wish I had more social contacts, but I dug a hole and here I am. I used to be content with being alone in front of my computer or tv but the older I get the more it seems I feel a void. Being alone you often get stuck inside your own head which is also a miserable experience. Who else out there is a loner?