feels there most likely isn't a meaning to life...and is happy with that? I just read so much on here, people find life pointless without god or spirituality or whatever. I used to be religious, but now I'm not; I find it so freeing. I love the feeling of nothing mattering. You can scream and scream and scream and go crazy and there's no one out there to judge you. I haven't found anyone out there like me hmy: probably never will but it's worth a shot.