I'm really thinking of offing myself in the coming weeks. I should have gone a long time ago. I don't want this existance to carry on any more. For anyone who attempted.. and failed, how have you felt since your attempt(s)? I'm imagining emotions get even more painful, do they? That's why if I do it I want to make sure that's it. I can't imagine feeling any lower than this. I'm less than worthless.