I have been without a gf all my life. I ended my search a year ago after a attempt trying to get the attention of a girl that turned disasterous. I hope I never experence love or a relationship. I have thought about various solutions including castration and drugs to lower my sex drive. I am ceasing to see females as potenial companions or mates but merely as potenal chances for me to get my rocks off. The way I go about doing things now is trying to forfill my needs without worrying about hers (sexual or otherwise). I personally don't see the point in trying to get close to or developing a relationship anymore.