Who Knew

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by -=Pink=-, Apr 17, 2007.

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  1. -=Pink=-

    -=Pink=- Guest

    I'm about to, and nobody knows. My friends think I'm down right now, that I'm just in one of my moods. They don't know I'm about to, they don't know I might just go over the edge this night.

    But, yes well, who cares, right? I don't care. Nobody does. It's all fake.
    If I'd die, they would regret the fact that they didn't stop me, but they won't think about me for long. And that's okay. I know I don't matter. I wonder why I still try to reach out sometimes. Even the few times I do reach out, it doesn't matter. It's all fake anyway.

    Or isn't it?

    I don't know anymore. I'm confused.

    All I know is that I'm very close right now. And I might go over the edge. And then tomorrow people will find out.

  2. crzykidshanana

    crzykidshanana Well-Known Member

    Your friends to care about you.

    I know you're down...but they'll always care about you.

    n' if you do something stupid...it's only going to hurt them.

    Sometimes writing all of this out helps.

    Sometimes getting perspectives helps.

    Sometimes talking it out helps.
  3. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    Hang in there hun, you do matter. :hug:
  4. -=Pink=-

    -=Pink=- Guest

    no, I don't matter. But that's okay. Someday nothing will matter anymore.

    I don't matter, it's been made clear to me every single night over the past months. People don't have to say what they think about me. I know what they think :sad: and it hurts. But that's life. That's friendships?

    I dont know anymore.
  5. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    :hug: Well if you'd like a friend i'm here anytime you'd like to tslk.. I hope yu stay safe. :hug:
  6. crzykidshanana

    crzykidshanana Well-Known Member

    You seem like you've already made up your mind about this?

    How about trying to believe in something positive?

    Nobody wants you not to be here.

    Friendships are about comfort and love, not hurt.

    No matter what you think, you do matter.
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