My biospy was ok, I have other problematic areas that are benign and will be checked again in 3 months.....I should be happy that its not serious, or life threatening..but you know what the truth is...I'm not...BF32 was the only person in the WORLD to ask how it went, and YES others did know. I see everyone on here making friends, and yeap its my own fault that I've not because I don't go into chat..my own fault YES. My own FAULT YES. A LONER YES. just ignore me, feels like i'm ignored anyway. I try to help the way I am, i try to be "normal" to "fit" in, I just don't. don't even know why i'm posting. This will probably be my last post as I just feel so down, I'm not helping anyone, i'm just taking up space on a server somewhere, wasting ppls' time. sorry for everything.