Especially from my own family, they think they are better then me, they think they know what best for me, on daily basis they are telling me how wrong my life is, that everything I do is wrong. My dad thinks that im taking meds because im addicted to them, or because im getting high off them. My sister thinks that she is better then anyone ales on this planet, center of the damn universe. Her husband, a real jerk, thinks hes better then me. He never said it directly, but on occasions when hes mad she tend to spit out words that reveal his mind on my status. I am sick, yet no one except me admits it. My dad think im just lazy, that im taking advantage of him "helping" me, while in reality his help is minor at best. For example, few months back, he gave my sister 800$, just so that she will allow him to use her car. While I could afford some really good treatment with this money for months! This selfish asshole continue to say that all he wants is to help me, yeah right! Sometimes I really consider if I should just run away from home, I have no other place to stay at so it means to be homeless for me, But its acceptable, im 29 y/o, and there are many at this age range out there with no homes, they were brave enough to run away from the abuse, yes im being abused at home, its hard to explain, but I sure feel like im being abused. Everything makes me feel so angry, so frustrated. it consumes me! And i feel so alone, like no one cares, no one want or can help me.