who the hell really cares not me

Discussion in 'Rape and Abuse' started by total eclipse, Jul 22, 2009.

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  1. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I really don't care about anything the past nothing. I don't think i will continue on with therapy i don't really care about me I just want to ffff forget everything because it wasnothing anyways who cares not me and i am to dam tired to even think i just wish everyone would leave me the hell alone so i could just stop all t his bs there is nothing wrong mary nothing wrong at all.
     
  2. Young suicider

    Young suicider Well-Known Member

    have you been drinking?You sound jitteris...anyway I won't leave you alone your one of my favorite people hear,if I listened to you and left you alone you'd just get worse because no one would say Mary calm down!If therapy is really getting on your nerves don't go and see what its like and if it gets better don't go again.Whats been gong on it sounds like you want to tell someone,let your feelngs out.
     
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I don't drink and i don't do drugs i don't need these things i don't need anything i just need to get these people to help her she gave them her scripts from specialist yet they give her yet another diagnosis Jesus why can't they just read the papers i faxed them she is complex post traumatic disorder not borderline personality she is pschizoeffective disorder why he hell can't they read ah now i have to photo copy everything all over and bring it up to them and hand it to them in person so they can get it straight. She is an adult let her deal with it well she isn't she isn't telling them shit all she is just sitting there and saying nothing as usual I don't have time for me nor do i want it i don't give a dam about me I want her to get the help she needs if they would just read dam reports they would see she was raped they would see the help she needs god why do i have to do everything I am tired jsut want to go to sleep i guess its becuase i am sick and just dont have energy to deal with this now sorrry just sick thats all If they help her they are helping me don't they understand
     
  4. Young suicider

    Young suicider Well-Known Member

    what is this a riddle,I'm getting a ladie being lazy and not getting it at all and you running all of the building doing things to get it to her straight and I see people helping a ladie,but apparantly they'd be helping you to...???????
     
  5. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Im sorry don't worrry i am just over my daughter the doctors aren't diagnoising her right i sent them the papers with her diagnoisis yet they gave her a different one. I am tired my mind is so tired i am sorry really just tired okay will figure this out tommorrow. It had never been about me i don't care what happened to me i care about my daughter she is the one i fight for she need help i don't need help i look after me. good night i am going to try to sleep.
     
  6. Young suicider

    Young suicider Well-Known Member

    Agh I get it now,yah don't go to my hospital.they dont know the difference between flu and dehydration.Then they give you a $600 bill!!And that's after insurance take almost all the cost away.I hope I don't fall over not breathing because I'll surly die if they take me there
     
  7. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Thanks for your responses YS i hope you are doing well these days.
     
  8. yursomedicated

    yursomedicated Chat & Forum Buddy

    I care about Mary :]
     
  9. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Mary doesn't matter mary died along time ago all thats left is her child her daughter she is all that matters she is my life now. I don't know how else to explain this I really don't care about anything but her she has a future she has a chance where mary does not.
     
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