Hi, i'm totally lost and feel completely alone. The only person i could've talked to is now beyond caring and i'm scared that if i do try to talk to her and explain how i'm feeling right now then i'll have pushed her too far and that will be the end of what's left of our relationship. there's no one else i'd feel comfortable talking to, i've tried counselling both face to face and on the phone but it doesn't work and my feelings are getting worse by the day. i need to tell someone how low i am right now but there's no one out there i trust at all. can anyone help with suggestions because i'm running out of time here and it's frightening.