y does amelia (x cousin) get it all and i am left with nothing?
y does she have a mother and i am left crying for my own?
y does she get a man who loves her and children and im stuck alone?
god if ur so great y the hell are you punishing me like this?
i dont think u care
i dont think u care about me at all
i dont believe in u god
ur not real
nothing is real anymore
screw life
all i want is my mom back and yet thats never gonna happen
y am i even here if all ur gonna do is torture my already guilty, pain filled heart, mind, and soul?
y does she have a mother and i am left crying for my own?
y does she get a man who loves her and children and im stuck alone?
god if ur so great y the hell are you punishing me like this?
i dont think u care
i dont think u care about me at all
i dont believe in u god
ur not real
nothing is real anymore
screw life
all i want is my mom back and yet thats never gonna happen
y am i even here if all ur gonna do is torture my already guilty, pain filled heart, mind, and soul?