Am just deleting a few things on me PC ready to move on from this world. I just come across this place I bookmarked a bit back. So posting be for I do anything. IDK if Ive got what it takes but I don't wont to live like this. I got this like strong string stuff set up ready to hang me self with. IDK if it well work or even if am ready to try it but what i do know is I don't wont to live anymore. I probably wont try it. But I really really wish I could. I live alone and don't work and have no GF. I think I might be gay but IDK. Am confused as shit. Its like I don't fancy anyone. Nobody is my friend. I never get invited anywhere. I seat at home all day and all night alone. I go out on my bike alone. I listen to the same old music alone. I cook and eat alone. Its a god dame fucking fate worse then death. what have i don to deserve such pain. I am a good person and would not hurt anyone. even prisoners would have another cell mate to talk to. Ive lived alone since I was 20 and am 35 now. Nothing is going to change. Why well I not just grow some fucking balls and end this shit! If anyone has anything useful to say then now is the time. i don't wont to die, I just can not handle this anymore. I just wont to feel loved and wonted. I hate this world I really really fucking hate it!!!!!!!!