Why am I even here?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by nobody_important, Oct 11, 2012.

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  1. nobody_important

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    I can't do anything right, even if i'm right, so why the heck am I here? I wish i'd never been born. Gods be damned for even creating me! I don't wish to live this way anymore. I know exactly what to do. I'll just go to sleep and never wake up again. The question I now get to ask myself is, "Will I really do this, or am I talking a bunch of noise as usual." We can only wait and see, huh?
     
  2. youRprecious!

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    Hi Hun and welcome to SF :)
    I'm afraid I'm going to contradict you - you ARE important, and your opinion is valuable, but you just can't see it yet. You're angry at God for having created you - but there are reasons for it all, I promise you - when we just haven't found what these reasons are, the fact that we exist without meaning except struggle and frustration seems futile and sets off a barrage of negative thinking.

    Please PM me if you'd like to - or we can carry on chatting here. Do keep safe and know that there is hope that things can change for your future - it doesn't have to be just more of the past hun :)
     
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