I just, I dont' even know why I get out of bed in the morning or at all anymore. Just so I can go to a job I no longer enjoy? and it's not just my depression that has cause me to no longer enjoy my job, but the stress of it. It's a high stress job and I'm not allowed to say anything really. Nothing that matters. They ask for input, I throw in some ideas and they're always shot down. in the two years i've been here not once has any of my ideas or suggestions ever been taken into consideration. i'm unhappy with my boyfriend and i jsut wish everyone would leave me alone. my medication stopped working for about a month now, and i called the clinic to get an appointment but they're closed for good friday and won't be open until monday. i'm not even sure if i hope i can make it that long. nothing makes me happy anymore. i don't enjoy anything.