I dunno whats wrong with me... it's like I purposely isolate myself, but at the same time don't want to be lonely... I dunno why... it's gotten really bad this summer... Havn't hanged out with friends or done anything really, yesterday morning was the first time someone other than a family member texted me just to say hi... at first I didn't even want to respond, and I then I stopped and realized thats a reason why I'm so lonely, because I've isolated myself, I turn down friends when they want to hang out, and do nothing with my time... I forced myself to reply, and it was nice texting with her for a little bit... I dunno whats wrong, why am I isolating myself? It's like I do it without even thinking about how it's keeping me isolated, subconsciously... Anyone gone through or going through something similar in terms of isolating themselves, but at the same time not wanting to be lonely? do you know why you're behaving that way?