Ok so here is a question, why the fuck am I not allowed to quit? Of course I do not mean kill myself, no I am not quitting in that way. No I mean more just become a fucking drone in life. You know sleep eat work eat go home eat sleep. Everyday for the rest of my life? Not feel anything just be a mindless zombie. Why is it so wrong? Fuck if I was supposed to be anything more than that I would have had a small start earlier in life. Yeah I would have had a fucking earlier start in life. I would have had some incling that I am worth something as a child. But NOOO I never had any thing like that happened to me. No it was quite the opposite people went out of their way to show me how worthless I was/am. If I was worth anything I would have had many more friends and actually have social skills. But no I am obviously worthless because I was born with the ability to think. Fuck I curse that ability, my thinking. It has aided in bringing me ruin. Even as a young child I always wanted a reason to do something. If a kid told me to do something to make me cool I would ask how it made me cool. You would think a thoughtful inquisitive mind would be welcomed in this world. Nope not at all, I go around asking people why something is and they say "Well because it is". And then they have the nerve to say "You just need to change a little" FUCK THAT I DON'T WANNA CHANGE!!! Why the hell should I have to change to fill their shitty job? Why should I be the one doing the changing? But luckily I think I have the solution in becoming a drone. You see if I become a drone I will basically stop thinking. And over time my brain will rot down to the level of most normal people. And then I will be able to be blissfully happy being a nice little sheep running along with the herd. ^_^ so what do you guys think? A good plan right :laugh: it is as people have said "Your right is not working so start doing some wrong" My right is thinking my wrong is not thinking. Does anyone have any good methods for becoming a mindless drone?