My mother has always put everyone else above me and my sister, even the guys she was with who treated us like crap. Anyone that verbally abuses me she doesn't say anything to them, she just says there's nothing she can do about it. I wish she would at least stick up for me because I would stick up for her or anyone else I care about. She even said that if I really want to kill myself that I should just do it. I don't know why she doesn't care at all, I thought that's what parents were supposed to do. I'm just tired of not feeling important at all.