Why am I so boring? Like, everyone else is so full of life and full of fun and excitement and all I ever manage to do is send everyone to sleep! All I ever do is bore ppl to death!! I'm sick of it!! What the fuck difference would it make if I just killed myself right here right now eh?!! Perhaps then I won't bore ppl to death and bring them down!! Fuck!! I hate myself!! Why me?!! WHY ME?!!!!