Why am i so stupid?

[Metallica*Melinda]

Okay, so my family came to see me for Christmas. We had a good time in the begining but then we had a fight. Now my mom is mad at me, my dad is mad at me and Im not allowed to talk to my sister anymore...
Im so upset. Why do I have to fuck everything up all the time? I dont want to make things like this but somehow I do.
I dont want my family to be mad at me... I want to kill myself so bad right now... there is Nothing to live for now...
I mess everything good up and Im sick of it...
I am so ready to kill myself its not even funny...

 

[Twisted Sweet Lies]

I think a lot of families fight over the holidays. I know my family always does. My uncle and grandma got into this huge stupid fight on Christmas day. I was just talking to some other people who's family also got into a fight. Is there any chance your family will get over being mad? I'm sure it won't last forever.

 

[TLA]

true, its stress of society and being together; memories...at least you have a family that is grumpy with you...some of us don't.
Hope it is better soon!