I am so ugly no matter what I do I am always ugly. I used to think maybe if I worked out I would be less ugly. I got the abs, muscles, big arms then people still called me ugly so I gave up on working out. Now I am kind of skinny with belly fat and no muscle. I am not bald or anything. My facial features are I have these low brows that make me look like a neanderthal and tiny eyes. I got brown skin but I have many different skin colors because I have so much facial hair even under my damn eyes. I almost have a unibrow connecting. Many people have told me I look like a pedophile or a rapist and a guy you can trust that looks dirty and sneaky. I am nothing like that. But people just assume that by looking at my face and it really hurts too. I also have this wierd smell I take a bath everyday and put on tons of deodorant and collogne but I always end up smelling like fish, fresh fish and no one hangs out around me. I also got a big nose that makes me look like shrek. My hair is what I really hate too it is the nastiest thing I ever saw it is like hay I can't comb shit it is so ugly it looks like a nasty afro when I cut it it still looks ugly, people say my hair looks like pubic hair.I have considered going bald. And girls I don't even think about them anymore I have lost interest in sex love and anything that has to do with other people. Sometimes I forget that when we get older we need to get a female partner because I am so ugly I will never get a girl I gave up a long time ago and I am so young too. I am like a nomosexual. Right now I am considering suicide if only I could get my hands on a gun I heard it's the fastest way.