Why am I so uncertain?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Stick, May 22, 2008.

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  1. Stick

    Stick Member

    Never before with the 8 attempts have made, have I ever been so mixed up with my feelings. Usually I just take an overdose and that's it. This time.....God I even wrote a letter to my daughter, put it in the envelope, addressed it, stamped it...Got everything ready, everything picked up, and then shredded the letter.

    I am so frigging depressed, mixed up, and feeling so out of control.
  2. Gunner12

    Gunner12 Well-Known Member

    This means that now you have people who care about you and you know how bad they will feel if you left.

    Write things down, and then take a nap, then with a clearer mind try and see how you can organize things. We might be able to help too.
  3. middleofnowhere

    middleofnowhere Well-Known Member

    Can you think of just one thing that's in your control? In your note, you told us you used control and shredded your letter. You're enough in tune with your feelings to know that they're mixed up.

    There is good in you. You're intelligent. I know you're unhappy. I hope you'll be able to find some good in yourself, and take a short break from your intense unhappiness.
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