Why is everything so difficoult? This is not a peaceful place, not for me. I see the dark size of the moon in the sky, and i don't understand.... why are people so blind? life is infinitely useless i'm alone in the world. i have friends, sure. but they're not really friends. they don't know me. i don't talk with them abute my problems. I smile, i wear a mask. i'm like a wax statue. I'm so sad,i feel so lonely. There is not a future. All my world is going down. I Don't want to die, but sometimes i think that the death is the only way out M.