All morning I've had constant reminders of my ex fiancee, just small things that remind me of things she used to say or do. It's been 2 months since she left me and I still want to cry. I want her back so bad. I still love her, even as I type this I'm starting to cry. I am so pathetic. What kind of man am I? Some clingy child who can't let go of someone who doesn't want him. I just want a woman who loves me. Is that so much to fucking ask?! I just want a woman who will tell me she loves me and put her arms around me. One who won't fucking abandon me. I guess I don't deserve that. I guess I really am that much of a piece of shit.