I can't handle this fucking silence. They all become speechless around me. The silence the seed for paranoia so intense that it makes me want to die. And it goes around and around in my head. I jsut want to know what is inside of you. I just need something, just a word. I feel ill. I just want to go home and take every single pill i have. I want to stumble around in some kind of half life, screaming incoherent nothings. I want to smash glass and take it to my skin. I want blood, i want pain. I want the end.