then you went to wrong hospital if they treated you that way I am sorry the care you got there did not help
you know what, at NO hospital do they respect your right to do what you want with your body, because they're anti-freedom and stuck in their own minds. If people recognized peoples feelings towards suicide as legitimate, EVEN IF THEY DISAPPROVED, I bet a lot less people would commit suicide.
I'm extremely pro-choice on the matter of 'right to death', but even though I am I don't necessarily support most people committing suicide. But I also don't support stripping away their rights and making them into pariahs, which is what society does to 'us' now. Because many would never go so far over the deep end since they wouldn't feel ignored and like an outsider. The hospital I went to was one of the 'better' ones. They dont treat you like an equal who has valid reasons for feeling a certain way (and this is the biggest part), they treat you like a diseased person where everything you say just backs up the label they assign , this is the exact opposite of help. And even if it is true that the majority of suicidal people are impulsive, some of us are rationalists and being confined to a hospital for wanting to end your life at the time of your choosing is barbaric and no better than segregation or the old institutions where they'd lock up disobedient wives for supposed 'hysteria'.
And its not 'for safety' unless you're a danger to other people, or completely incapable of rational thinking. Every single drug they gave me made me feel like garbage, yet people still go on about how I should try more EVEN THOUGH anti-depressants are known to increase suicidal thoughts in some people...and they do this despite the reality that my 'suicidal thoughts' isnt some stupid cry for help or 'wanting to hurt myself'...its a desire to die so that I may walk with god or into the abyss. Like an old, withered man who has lived out his days. WHY CAN'T PEOPLE ACCEPT THAT? They're perfectly okay with letting a terminally ill old person die. A calculated endeavor where rolling a 0 is better than rolling a -40 at best is a rational proposition and other people don't have the right to decide that our future is 'worth it' if we have rational faculties intact. And no, not everyone who wants to die is irrational like the BS they spew. Some of us have experienced ten thousand fires inside, FAR worse than even the worst chronic depression, yet maintained rationality.
I would recommend mainstream support only if they rescind their anti-choice and condescending 'disease' model. Certainly its possible that chemical differences contribute to some peoples problems, but holding them against their will or regarding them as lower class citizens who don't have full rights to do whatever they want with their body doesn't help people who are suicidal...it often just makes them angry.