I know im new and no one cares but I've had it. Unlike some of the people here, I've known love, perfect love that lasted 15 years (half my life) She was my best friend and my girl, and most recently my fiance. A week or so ago I met her boyfriend (while she and I were engaged) I dont even want to entertain the idea of someone else. Had a dinner date lined up for tonight with someone wonderful, told her I was sick. Have lost 7 friends to heroin overdoses in the past 12 months, i have no money or way of getting any, I live at home at age 32 due to said poverty and I'm useless to anyone. I've got several grams of (method) and a fresh pack of works. See ya.