If you didn't see my first post on this board go here to learn a bit about me: http://www.suicideforum.com/showthr...tely-no-interest-in-living-anymore&highlight= Anyway not much has changed since then. I've been developing a strong hatred of women. I always hated women, but not as much as I do now. I have fantasies of <Mod Edit, WildCherry: graphic> on the street. I even had a dream that I was a serial killer. If you read my first post in that link, you'd see that I've never had a girlfriend. Well, nothing's changed since then. How do I tell my doctor about these thoughts without her throwing me in the Psych ward with a bunch of crazies? I've also noticed that when I play games like Grand Theft Auto, I get a lot of pleasure when I shoot and kill women. (not sexual pleasure but just feeling good). The scariest part is that I don't really mind of I were to become a serial killer that only targets women, I think I'd enjoy it. I should hang myself right now before I do something crazy.