Is it even possible to recover from this? So, I'm EL, I work 14 hour shifts 5 days a week and earn £112 a day caring for the elderly. For the last year I've been forced to pay back £7500 of debt that isn't mine to survive and I recently discovered that my identity has been used to run a buisiness for the last 6 months and it has caused me to lose my shits, savings and a wages For the next 45 days (court date) I have no money and I've been saving for two years to get a place of my own ( I've been sofa surfing). My girlfriend lives 1000 miles away and in 6 days I'll loose the place I'm staying in. I suffer from PTSD, depression and insomnia. Doctors only want to sign me off but I can't function without work. It's my addiction, my escape from harming myself. I have no idea what to do. I won't survive homelessness the 8 th time. I've started taking class A drugs again to help but they just stop me wanting to end everything on the weekends. My body is affected a lot by stress, my hair is falling out, I can't eat, I haven't slept in 5 days and on top my cousin was recently murdered. How can I carry on? I'm 21, I was meant to get my own place for the fist time in two years this Friday. Now I get the nearest bench.