I just don't see the point in getting out of bed everyday. Life just feels like it will never get any better, no matter how hard I try. Every night I pray that I will die in my sleep so that it will all be over. I hate my life so much right now and feel so hopeless. The days drag on forever and that the only good part of the day is when I finally go to sleep. I just want life to be over so quickly, I don't care if it was a painfull death at this point. I just want my life to have some kind of meaning or purpose to it. There is nothing but sadness in my world and I'm tired of it.... I am trying to hang on but everyday my grip on life feels like it is slipping away and there is nothing I can do about it. maybe suicide is not the answer but if feels like one of the few options that I have left.... I feel there is no happiness in my life and that my life will never get better....no matter what I do, the sadness will never leave me alone.