why do we fight day after day to make sure we see thro that day and know we are going to wake up in the sameway the next morning? you cry urself to sleep and wish someone could just take away this pain you feel inside! they say i will go to hell if i take my own life ... but im living in hell now! :dry: how much can one person take? when do you say enough is enough ... i guess its when u have no thought left but only plans! i have tried everything i can to help myself ... pushed and pushed myself to my limits. seen every worker possible, put myself in psych units when i know im at me weakest! i dont want to give up ... im searching for a miracle i just cant find ... and im hanging on the edge by one finger and im slipping slowly ... im too close to the bottom!!!