Hi, I'm new to these forums and well, I just need someone to talk too. I have been suffering from depression since my Nan died. I have since come to realise that whatever I do, none of it makes a difference. I try to make friends but none seem to want to do anything with me outside of college. I met this girl at college and though we are friends I would like to start dating her, because of my own problem (dyslexia and aspergers syndrome) and being shy I find it more difficult then most to interact with people; I do think she is shy, so it makes it that much harder. If anyone could offer advice on this I would appreciate it. No matter how hard I try, getting a job or even an apprenticeship is neigh on impossible. As stated making and keeping friend is also impossible for me. I have nothing to live for, can't make a living, never had a girlfriend, just don't know why I should go on.