I’m an adult, don’t I get to make my own decision? And I’ve decided no, I look forward to die, have always been. So why must I see therapist? And why is everyone still making a fuss over me not going to A&E today? Just because I have infection relapse that needs medical care ASAP, it doesn’t mean anything you know like I’m still questioning whats the point of seeing doctors and therapist when they don’t 100% cure you? Like um hello?!!!
Hello.
From what I've read, I believe people are worrying about you. Probably, it's from the things they've read on social media, or the news, or from someone else about mental illnesses and suicides. I think they are scared about what could happen to you, as well. After all, the time is tough on everyone. They are stressed out, as much as you are now.
But it's your life and your right to deal with it.
You are the one who pay for doctors and therapist, so you have the right to select when, where, how (to some extent) and whom to see. As far as I know, no one can really cure mental illnesses. The mental health professional can only help you process with the ongoing stuff inside your head, sometimes with pills. I guess the point is some help is better than none.
PS: I look up for A&E - is it a TV network? Anyways, infection can be dangerous if you live in a polluted environment. I'm not sure why you have to see a therapist for this, perhaps just clean the wounds and bandage.