I tired really hard and it didnt work yet oher people get it first shot . I am forced to live here in an intollefable un cureable hell. People that dont even want to die get to suicide . Its not fair and honestly i fell like killling he people who destroyed my life because i have not options but to suffder forever. Drugs dont work herapy doesnt work why cant i die? How is this fair?!!! I should not be forced to love like this because theres a one percent chance it will get better. This is not mental ilness its a disease.