Hi, I'm new to this site. :-o I just.. I just do not know I want to do, I felt like to talk someone right now.. My life is been hell, and tomorrow, I'll be doing the same routine: wake up in the morning, go to school and go back to home.. and just that. I feel so depressed, I'm good at hiding it to all the people who sees me. I can't talk to anyone because I can't. I have no friends and I don't know who should I talk to. I know I should talk to my family but they will never understand me. I just know it. In my past, it was the same thing but at least I did had a few but I was happy back then. Now, I am a solitary person.. And this.. these questions are bugging me.. Why I feel so disconsolate if I feel lonely? Why I cannot bear this sentiment..?