Why can't I die?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by whoaaxxsamm, Sep 17, 2010.

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  1. whoaaxxsamm

    whoaaxxsamm Well-Known Member

    I obviously can't live; I've never been alive.
    I just can't die. My body and mind, just won't let me.
    I guess I'll just have to keep trying to convince myself it's the right thing to do.

    Fuck. I hate this.
    I have no friends, and I'm sad about that, but It's my own fucking fault.
    I hate everyone, I judge everyone, I have something negative to say about everyone.
    The person I hate the most is myself. I don't blame people for leaving me.
    I'd leave me if I could.

    I hate being alone. I'm not even here to help myself. I just want to die.
    Why won't I just do it! No one would fucking notice, no one would care.
    Why am I even writing this?

    Fuck this, go die a horrible fucking death Sam.
    It's the least you deserve.
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Oh Sam, you sound much more sad than gone...we can be your friends/company if you want...let me know what I can do to help..PM me...J
  3. whoaaxxsamm

    whoaaxxsamm Well-Known Member

    Thank you, but I don't think I can be helped.
    I'm a lost cause.
  4. Kaos General

    Kaos General Well-Known Member

    No sam hunni its not what you deserve. Just keep in mind all of the skype chats we have had in the pastr week. All of us in those chats care about you cause your sweet, kind and funny.

    All of us on SF are here for you as well, so your not alone. We are all here for you :)
  5. boo

    boo Well-Known Member

    Tu me fais tourner la tête
    Mon manège à moi, c'est toi
    Je suis toujours à la fête
    Quand tu me tiens dans tes bras

    Je ferais le tour du monde
    Ça ne tournerait pas plus que ça
    La terre n'est pas assez ronde
    Pour m'étourdir autant que toi...

    :) Sam, you're lots of fun to talk too. You seems very sincere :) You're still very young and things can change for the better.
  6. Kaos General

    Kaos General Well-Known Member

    And english that is:

    You spin my head
    My ride to me is you
    I'm still celebrating
    When you hold me in your arms

    It would not turn it over
    The earth is not round enough
    To stun me as much as you ...

  7. whoaaxxsamm

    whoaaxxsamm Well-Known Member

    Thanks Boo.
    I really liked that little thing at the beginning.

    If I'm so young, why do I feel like I should be using a walker.
    I feel like an old lady.


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  8. boo

    boo Well-Known Member

    First, it's ostie...

    If weight is your problem then that is something you can do about. You're a cute girl. Even Dave said how fine you are.... :later:
  9. whoaaxxsamm

    whoaaxxsamm Well-Known Member

    There happy, I fixed it. I've never spelled that word before.
    LOL I didn't say anything about my weight, just goes to show I guess..
    Yeah, well, life is hard enough, losing weight is just another hard thing I don't need.
  10. boo

    boo Well-Known Member

    What are you struggling with?
  11. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    Please don't give up Sam. :hug:
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