I've had an active social life for a while now, as a student, meeting people at partys and nights out. But I cant get a girl. Confidence isn't a problem because I have alcohol in me. I'm beginning to think I am ugly due to the lack of attention. Maybe I am boring. I'm starting to worry because if you cant get a girl through college and university what chance do you have when you're working 9-5 and dont have time for a life. I feel like my student days are being wasted away because I cant get a girl when everyone else can. Not being able to get these things in the life I have here makes me just want to get up and leave, I dont know where. It is bringing out all the old depression feelings. Maybe I just need to accept I will never be with anyone, someone get the need for love out of my head.