I have attempted suicide 3 times
Yet still I'm alive, why can't I just die already?[/QUOTE
Apparently life has more instote for you , you have a greater purpous than the misery, and pain that you feel. You should make some friends here a lot of people here know alot about all kinds of suffering, and it seems that you have started reaching so reach until you grab ahold of something or someone. Best wishes.