Hi, I just came home from the hosp. after taking a bunch of pills. I was told that if I had taken one or two more I wouldn't be here. I was kept there for a 72 hr. hold, then They still kept me a few more days. I had to sign a suicide contract I said and did what they wanted so I can go home. I still want to die, my family could care a less. They just went on like nothing happened. so what the use of being here. I'm already dead inside so lets just finish it. All I want is for my mom to tell me she loves me, but instead she says nothing. If anyone has read my other posts you might understand why I feel the way I do. there is nothing left to this game called life. I lost they one. Thats just how it is.