I'm glad you're still here though. :hugtackles:
Want to talk about why you're feeling sad? I'd be more than happy to talk.

I want to be a psychologist so I would really love it if you wanted to talk.
Take care. :hugtackles:
(By the way, I love Japan too. :smile
I don't feel sad. I have the psychological sign of suicide by the feeling of hopelessness. But ever since I was a child, i still feel hopeless as nearly a middle aged adult... But again, too scared to do it.
I'm thinking that by 'it' you mean suicide? Or do you mean life? Either way I'm sorry you're struggling.. can you tell us more of what's going on for you to make you feel this way? It may help? x
Yah it. I am really surprised i've made it this far in life without doing it. I'm surprised im not homeless, but funny enough, I don't get addicted to drugs. I've tried being an alky, but i just didn't feel like doing it anymore because i was bored. I tried smoking, same thing. Never got addicted, smoked a pack and nothing. Got bored. I wish many times an alien race would take me away and prove to me that I was left here by mistake.
Life can be hard - but don't let the world worry so much - your life is what matters and the people around you.
Its hard - sure - but only at times!!!!
Sometimes life rocks.
I disagree, life is always hard. My father worked his ass off and never got anything real until he was 45. So much for only at times. I guess I get to struggle till im old too.
I can sympathise with that. All I can say is the reason it is so hard is there's a quiet voice in the back of your head, and this voice views the world around you differently where it is able to see all its potential, and It is just screaming out to you telling you not to do it. My only advice is to go traveling, find a place that makes you smile and meet its people.
It's not so much the voice in the back of my head saying don't do it. It's more of the quivering little boy in my head being a panzy.
I really shouldn't be worrying or ranting like this, wasting everyone's time. I know i'll never do it and always have the feelings of crap. Why would after 20+ years of feeling like this anything change where I would do it. Even when I had the emotion of doing it, i never went through with it. I am just a weak person.
Doesn't anyone wish there was a donation program where people could commit painless suicide and harvest organs for the worthy people? Heart,lungs,liver, kidney. All of those could be saved. I don't know about the whole eyeball thing. All of this coming from seven pounds of course. Worthy people being of good moral character, isn't 80, and loves life. That would be awesome. :sax