Why can't I just go now?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by bugga, May 6, 2007.

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  1. bugga

    bugga New Member

    I don't understand why I just can't die now. I just want to take the drugs and die now rather than living through all this pain and dying later... that will be my fate anyways. Better now than later.
     
  2. Darken

    Darken Well-Known Member

    there is no divine or grand reason to live but little things do count. is there any thing you like? live for that.
     
  3. bugga

    bugga New Member

    There's nothing left for me to live for... I lay in this stupid children's hospital with stupid murals of happy people on the walls while doctors tell me that they are "doing all they can" but in reality they are counting down the days till my death so they can open this bed to another cancer kid. It's just so stupid and selfish of my parents to refuse to allow me to overdose and end all of this pain now!!! I hate them and everyone here for allowing me to conitnue through this.
     
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