There's nothing left for me to live for... I lay in this stupid children's hospital with stupid murals of happy people on the walls while doctors tell me that they are "doing all they can" but in reality they are counting down the days till my death so they can open this bed to another cancer kid. It's just so stupid and selfish of my parents to refuse to allow me to overdose and end all of this pain now!!! I hate them and everyone here for allowing me to conitnue through this.
