Lately, I have realized that I just can't have fun like I used too. I just don't enjoy myself anymore. I don't know why I am like this, but I just want stop thinking and just have a good time for the hell of it. I use to be more care-free...What happened to that person? During the day I find it hard to communicate, or more of me not wanting too, but why do I feel the need to isolate myself and sit afar while the rest of my friends let loose? Maybe it is ego. I want to change and just enjoy myself again.