Ive always done the same thing, pushed them away. Either they move on we stop seeing each other or I purposely seclude myself from everyone. Its mainly because I feel so inadequate around other people, like I dont really deserve to be associating with them, and that they look down on me, which im sure after a while they would. I mean shit im 33 for fucks sake, and look where Im at? It would be funny if it wasnt so sad.