why cant i...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by John6491, Apr 29, 2007.

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  1. John6491

    John6491 Well-Known Member

    just kill myself right now every day im thinking about it but i don't do crap to actually go thru with it... every day i say "just walk up to the park and kill yourself" but i never do.. i don't want to stay to see if things will get better or worse.. i just want to die so i don't have to see anymore shit.. i don't care what i do to my family if i die they all think im a failure anyways I have nothing here for me.. no one gives a shit about me and i'd be better off dead :dry:
  2. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    John. I care and I don't want you to die. :hug: I'm glad there's still a part of you fighting to stay alive.
  3. on my own

    on my own Well-Known Member

    all I can say is that I'm glad you never really do it cuz I'd miss talking to ya for sure (even though I havent really lately)
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