Why does my life always find a way to get worse. Why doesn't anyone want me around? Why can't i find people I can trust? Why am I so fucking worthless? Why do I wake up every morning and wish I would have died yesterday? Why can't I live a normal life, with normal friends, and a normal girl? Is this too much to ask? Do I not deserve this? Why am I always ignored? Why do people think I am so bad that they won't even say hi to me? Why am I so fucking ugly? Why can't I find peace with myself? I never did anything to deserve this. If I died no one would even notice. Why? I cared about them. When is someone going to care about me?