Just a rant about my friends, no need for replys :smile: Why can't you see that I'm dying? I know I lie and tell you that I'm ok, but you know that I can't tell the truth unless you confront me. How can you let me stay away from you, when you all saw me break down two weeks ago? I won't cry on the outside when I'm sober, but I cry on the inside all the time. Look me in the eyes, and you'll see that. You know that I won't go to see my doctor, you'll have to drag me there. I've told you that, and you promised you'd do it. I know I say I'll go when I'm ready, but I wont be ready, ever. I need your help, but it's soon to late. I can't fight this alone anymore.