Why did I ever take that job last year I never know oh I remember because I needed one now I am regretting it big time, wake up in a morning not wanting to go to work, when I am at work can't wait till 5:30 when I can go home. Hate every one I work with and have to pretend to like them all. God it getting to me so much. Just wish it would end. Some days feel like taking a blanking plate off a pc or the Stanly knife we have and just cutting my self up. I know that not logical but it would get me out of that shit hole I work in. Family and friends just say look for another job but with the way the job market is at the moment it hard. I am scared I am going to do some thing sooner or later to myself.