WHY did I have a good holiday?

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Icey, Dec 26, 2009.

  1. Icey

    Icey Active Member

    WHY ME?

    Seriously??

    WHY the f*ck did I have a good Christmas?

    My girlfriend didn't and she deserves it more than me.

    I deserve NOTHING.

    I deserve SH*T.

    I DON'T DESERVE ANYTHING.

    I f*cking hate this holiday.

    I wish I could burn the stupid FAKE tree I have, and I wish I could take back all my gifts and I wish I could just f*cking kill Christmas.

    It's commercialism bullsh*t. It's a time for my family to "haha" over how stupid and LIBERAL I am. (Ohhh what a sin.) It's a time to stock up on junk we'll throw away in half a year.

    God I hate myself.

    I don't deserve this girlfriend I have and I certainly don't deserve to f*cking live.

    God I'm crying like a stupid wuss right now. I'm nothing but a baby. A stupid brainless wimp.
     
  2. Stormhand

    Stormhand Well-Known Member

    Everyone deserves something good in their life, as much as a good holiday, quit beating on yourself man
     
  3. I need help

    I need help Well-Known Member

    I agree with Alan,everyone deserves something good! You deserve to be happy!!
    Just be loving to your gf,and you'll really help make things better if/when she's feeling bad, by just that :) !
     
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