Had a bad nightmare and ended up going off in my car at 3am
Just drove and drove kind of in auto pilot - good job the roads were empty!
Then I found some scissors in my car and started cutting really deeply. It wasn't until I noticed all the blood that I realised what I was doing - there was no pain at all
I rang the crisis team and went to A&E where they stitched me up and let me go home
Now I am cross with myself that I stopped when I had gone so far - it could be over now
Where does that tiny part of you that wants to carry on living with all the crap come from? Wish it would go away
Just drove and drove kind of in auto pilot - good job the roads were empty!
Then I found some scissors in my car and started cutting really deeply. It wasn't until I noticed all the blood that I realised what I was doing - there was no pain at all
I rang the crisis team and went to A&E where they stitched me up and let me go home
Now I am cross with myself that I stopped when I had gone so far - it could be over now
Where does that tiny part of you that wants to carry on living with all the crap come from? Wish it would go away